By rachel710

Today I Will Not Smoke!!!!!!

The day has been a very exhausting day already. I wasn't too sure I would make it through much more of that craving. But I did and I'm doing this. The boyfriend told me I'm gonna start up again. I felt like he wants me to fail. I wanted to go grab his cigarettes and like them all up at once, but I didn't instead I sat down on this couch for the first time in hours and started this post. I'm good I'm not going to let him or anyone take this from me. I may not be a year in like I would have been, but I'm here on my 2nd day and I'm doing it.thats all that matters is I'm doing it. I will make it through today. I will not give up on myself.