By rachel710

I Lost Myself And My Way, But I Am Back Now.

I did it again. I quit smoking. I felt so lost and alone, so I turned to the only comfort I've known, smoking. It's truly my weakness. It's the self destructive behavior that I chose to fall back on the most. It's also my filter. I take that smoke break to stop my lips from flapping. It gives me that moment I guess to think. It's time for new ways to deal with things, for a change in behaviors. Seriously this is just the first step to the massive overhaul in my life.