By rache

My Goals Don't Include Smoking.

When I found out my mom had lung cancer I had also found out I had a nodule on my lung. Pulmonary specialist heard my family history and let me know that I will get lung cancer it's just a matter of when. Do I want to die in 20 or 40 years. I've been living my life to the fullest doing things I've never done, and just being happy. My mom was always my anchor to this town and when she died it was like being set free, my gypsy soul wanted to go (it still does). I was so restless. I have goals now to finish my training and just go my career choices give me the opportunity to go anywhere. I'm fighting to be smoke free because the things I want to do I can't do smoking. I want to run and climb jump out of helicopters repel down cliffs I want to go to France and Egypt. I want to follow my soul, not die with regrets. I will die one day and I'm at peace with that, but until then I will live life the way it was meant to be, the way I want it to be.