By foxwolf

Tough Day Today But I Am Strong

I am really having a hard time today. Have been for a walk etc and still struggling. I know I am NOT giving in but my it is so tough!!! Prayers please
I thank this group so much for being there for me. I actually found a pack today. I took them and busted into little pieces and poured water on them and tied them in a bag and put in outside trash!! Then washed my hands! Thought they were all out of the house but I had accidently bought s pack of menthol and I didn't smoke mentholated so three them to the back of my drawer. Cleaning house today I wanted to scrub out the drawer I melt cigarettes in because it smelled bad. There they were and now they are in tiny pieces and all wet in trash!!! Yeah!!!! N.O.P.E. !!!!!!!
I really had no desire to take one.
I pray and pray for God to help me be strong every day
And He has and He will!!! Just keep reaching 2 Him!!!! Your doing Great!!!