Today was a very good day.  I was able to work out this morning, take care of a few jobs around the house, and have a pretty good afternoon with the kids.  They were fighting a lot today, and causing some other trouble, but I stayed calm through the whole thing.  Even laughed in my head a little about their antics.  Kids WILL be kids, after all.  I don't appear to be having very many cravings for the things, but I think about them an awful lot.  When will I stop thinking so much about the damn things?  
I think about them when I am in the garden.  I think about them after I work out.  I think about, "it's nice i don't have to worry about time for smoking before i go pick up the kids".  It is very tiresome.  I don't think about pulling over at a gas station to pick up smokes.  I don't think about searching the house for my husband's stash of cigarettes.  They just pop into my mind at random times.
Things are good, though.  I've made it through 2 weeks smoke free.  It has been 2 years since I could say that.  I know I have to be very careful with this quit, though.  The last time I had any "long" term success, I was off for about 2 1/2 months or so, and then picked it back up just before the three month mark.  I would sneak one out of my husband's pocket after work and just have the one and go to bed.  I did that for awhile, and then that wasn't enough.  I ruined it.  I don't want to go back through all this beginning stuff again.  While it isn't as bad as I imagined, it is bad enough!  
I do like posting here daily.  I will need this in the future to look back on when I feel tempted to have one because I think I have it kicked.  Ha.  I am a drug addict, and having one smoke is the same thing as an alcoholic having one drink.  It doesn't work.  
Not One Puff EVER!!!!!