Hello all. I have been wracking my brain all morning to figure out what to write about today. It is really hard trying to come up with 400 word posts everyday. I am still smoke free. I am still having a lot of cravings although I do have to say that they do not feel as bad in intensity as they did. Did not have to go in the bar at all last night so that was a plus and the smell in the kitchen was not as bad either don’t know if I am getting used to it some or there just was not a whole lot of people smoking in the bar last night. I did catch a wiff of it every now and then but I just tried to hold my breath as much as possible until I could get out of there. I probably looked like a little kid throwing a temper tantrum. If I did nobody dared say anything. That is another thing why are people still tiptoing around me I have not really snapped at anyone that  I can think of but they all act like they are scared to breath around me strange they never acted that way before and I am a wopping 5 ft tall and weigh 100 lbs so not much to be intimidated about if you ask me. I did notice last night that I get a lot more accomplished in a shorter amount of time at work now that I do not smoke which is really weird because I really only smoked for like 2 minutes (can you say hot boxing) while I was at work and really only smoked like 2 or three so that would have been like 6 minutes but when I worked last night I got everything done and hour earlier than I normally do that was just really crazy to me 6 minutes of smoking took me an extra hour of work. I guess maybe because I was not really focused on what I was doing I was focused more on should I smoke or do what I need to do to get done. I bet my customers at least my regulars probably notice that I do not come out smelling like an ashtray anymore although nobody has really said anything either before or after I quit smoking but I can smell it on other people and it really does smell bad and I think hey I used to smell like that. Isnt it strange you cant smell the cig smoke on yourself when it is clearly so strong on other people.